[Why have they stopped? He fidgets in Lan Zhan's arms, glancing from his face to the ground.]

It's okay. I think... maybe his Lan Qiren is different too cuz... he said I could come to Cloud Recesses and break all the rules if I wanted! And I wouldn't get punished even a little!

[There was something else too, he couldn't quite put his finger on, and the drink hadn't made his memory any less fuzzy.]